[Closer than anyone, yet furthest from anyone.] Ah, I just want to be a wall... and that dream suddenly came true!? I can enjoy the private life of the girl I like to my heart's content! I thought that I was the only one who knew her 'true' self! But then...! Ehhhhhh!?!?!?!?! Itsukaichi-san... has a boyfriend!? And he's kind... funny... and a muscular, top-tier guy. There's no way I can compete with him, a real man's man. I stare at the [boyfriend-only feminine face] that she only shows to the man she likes, and I ejaculate in defeat. It's frustrating... so frustrating... but I can't stop stroking! My brain is breaking, I love you... I love you... I love you, I love you, I love you. . . But still. I'm not good enough... I'm so weak... the most frustrating ejaculation. I'm nothing more than a being to 'jerk off'.